You know I’ll be, your life, your voice, your reason to be. My love, my heart, is breathing for this moment in time, I’ll find the words to say;
harry styles is in the studio with kodaline writing a song, i repeat harry styles is in the studio with kodaline writing a song
Today was literally a ride on a roller coaster. Woke up feeling like I wanted to puke. As i descended the steep slope of my anxiety I began to have issues breathing:(
But regardless of the ascents the descents the jerks the loop De loops and the accompanying nausea, the ride is unforgettable and made exhilarating because of my friends teachers and family who screamed along side me, gave me a plastic bag to hurl in or just put up a strong front when in fact they were screaming inside as well.
What a crazy ride. The mix of emotions and queasiness in my stomach finally attacked my bones and left me feverish at night. I do have very intense feels that leave my body physically drained as well.
However my soul is nourished. And I am so thankful that I am capable of feeling contentment. That I know when to stop asking for more. That I recognise the blessings I don’t deserve. I never did last time. I used to compare. But thank god I matured.
Thank you to all those who never fail to support me and be there for me when I shld be more there for you:(
As I am forced to stay in bed by my weak body, I am thankful that my mind wanders and settles upon beautiful memories. I am so fortunate to have peaceful thoughts and indulge in reminiscing. Some others are too caught up with nightmares and have no happy thoughts to dwell upon because of the chaos they were born into.